07.04.2009

07.04.2009

yesterday my leg pain again....after lunch start pain....last 3 weeks my leg is like tat ady, sudden pain in office....now again....after i reach home, my leg pain until lying down on bed oso pain, so no choice, must go c tit tar....i cant drive, tat's y need ask carmen fetch me, lucky she is free.....she bring me go ss2 tit tar, 8 sumthing reach thr and a lot of ppl, wait until 9 sumting oni is my turn....dr say maybe last time i hurt b4, tat y now hurt the ''gen'' and ''gao''....haiz...in the end need balut....cost me rm45, expensive......after tat we go ''nasi kandar'' take dinner.....i been here once b4, still remember tat time go thr wit big devil...memory again....carmen date her fren actuallly...so i meet 2 new frens--Kae & Patrina--a couple just attach and lovey dovey......around 11pm we go home....while on the way back home, carmen say sumting about have feeling towards me, wan find gf and so on....but i dun think i can accept her, my heart still have big devil....n i know i wont get in another relationship.....so i reject her honestly....hope we are still fren.....erm....2 more things happen yesterday....sumting miracle happen.....at least we able to be fren....but at the same time, my car crash after got her sms....maybe is thinking sumting tat time, so din aware the car behind me, n just park my car like tat....i always not good in side parking, so kena ady.....now the left car door calar seriously, sure kena scold by family gao gao.....anyway, i feel happy oso even so many things happen yesterday.......i think 2day is more better than yesterday.....i believe it will..........believe make reality.....gambateh....