30.04.2009
last9 sleep 12 sumthing....and have a sweet dream...haha..but totally forgot what the dreams all about, just can remember is sweet......wake up late 2day, 7am only wake up....maybe i din set the alarm....lucky have ppl wake me up...haha.....since start working, din sleep until 7am b4...this is 1st time oh...kekeke....having portridge early morning, nice.....thx aunty.......now just finish meeting and the server is down......really hope the server down till 2molo, haha, then no need to work 2day....somemore i'm in holiday mood, lazy to work.....yeah...2molo is Labor Day.....
just after lunch.....continue my blog...erm....server back to normal, means later need work ady..... :(~ .......but is ok lah, cant be so lazy, keke....oh ya, yesterday blog about hp....finally had my new hp...yeah--HTC Diamond--beautiful design, function good, not heavy.....so far still not yet get use with tis hp.....suddenly change from normal hp to PDA phone, sure not get use to it.....but dun worry, youngster can learn fast....haha...not really consider youngster anymore :P but those gadget is sum sum sui for me lah......within 1 week must learn all the function, huhu....... oh ya, just now chat with my dear dear, she also planning to change hp...oso wanna change HTC as well.....haha....so, immediate i persuade her to buy this model.....then can having same hp when hang out, is better if all the gangs can having same hp, not only 2 of us.....hahaha....she reply me izzit wanna look like couple phone.....haha, feel ngm hou yi si tim......look like we are couple tim...... :p~ .....almost 1pm loh, lunch time finish loh....need get bek to work ady.....gambateh.....
Thursday, 30 April 2009
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
How much you love a person
How much you love a person
suddenly think of a question---How much you love a person??
erm.....this is a question that always appears in my mind.....i like to ask my lover how long and how much you love me.....i love the romantic answer like--forever--100 yrs--whole life---yi sang yi sai---haha, look so naive.....
for me, if i love a person, i can sacrifice everything.....i will love you forever ever....sound like fake.....but this is me.... ^_^
some question always appears in mind
1) how much u love me
2) how long we will 2gether
3) does forever really mean forever or just a flower word
4) will u leave me alone
5) izzit no matter wat happen, u will oso love me and be with me
6) do u have any plan for our future
7) how sure this is really follow the plan and will u change the plan (means i will not in ur plan in future)
8) do u believe that i can't lose u
9) do u believe that i cant live without u
10) do u believe than i can even die for u
11).......
12).......
a lot a lot of question for me, haha.....frens always say that i think so much.....maybe....a person like to day dreaming, a person still believe thr is fairy tales in this realistic world, a person believe that snow white will live happily forever with the prince.....haha......day dreaming again.....anyway, it's not a wrong to believe such things......thr is really fairy tales happen in this world, just depends whether you are the lucky 1 or not....AGREE?? yes, totally agree......i believe my fairy tales will also happen....i believe i'm the lucky one....yeah.....
29.04.2009
29.04.2009
last nite after work, JN fetch me meet Gigi and having our dinner at Puchong.....after that went low yat.....coz i wanna buy a new hp...my hp can throw in dustbin ady, keep low batt....suppose i wan buy iPhone.....buy many ppl say iphone not good, not frenly user, oni support Mac software.....so need to think again....my 2nd choice--HTC Diamond.....haha, PDA phone again....dunno start when fall in love with those pda's phone.....the latest color---white---...black is more YENG, but white is LOVELY oso.....feeling like ANGEL....haha, coz white always represent angel in my eyes.....so lovely.....ask for few shops about the price....almost same, 2199......i think JN and gigi wait me until beh tahan ady, coz i keep on SIM DAI SIM DAI...haha...in the end, i decide think 1 more day.....haha.....dunno gigi will fainted or not....wasting every1 time.... :P~ so 2day will go bek low yat again.....final decision is HTC Diamond....yeah...looking forward to my new hp.....yippy......need say thx to JN....thx for everything.....oh, when wanna bek tat time, saw Von, Chris buddy...wan greet her de, but she din stop by....so just ignore it.....now just after lunch, feeling moody....WHY??.....i oso dunno....suddenly moody, maybe bcoz of dissapointed.....dissapointed with.....argh.....just wanna faster off work....sa min shi, aja aja phiting(Korean)....
Tuesday, 28 April 2009
28.04.2009
28.04.2009
tis morning wake up at 6.30am.....7.20am oni go work...feel very happy coz is 1st time i can go work so late...normally the sky still dark, i need go to work ady.....thx for the breaky fm you....yes, is u Joyce Ng......haha.....reach office ady 8 sumting, so no time for blogging...until now....yeah....wan blogging about my new hair style again....haha.....once i reached office tis morning, Dafi is the 1st one to ask me about my hair.....he say very nice....look more pretty and fresh....then he keep sametime others ppl about my hair and every1 come have a look my hair and asking about the price and whr is the saloon...haha....i help joanna promote Sense Studio. she must give me special discount for my next visit.....:P~ ......even my manager also praise me oh...so surprise.....haha....but i think maybe bcoz i keep the same hair style for the past 10 months [same long hair with almost same color--blonde, gold....]....now is purple red.....that's why now every1 surprise.....i like it as well.....yeah yeah.......Edison even comment me in facebook coz i put my title--> i like my new hair style---of coz lah,700++ woh---aiks....is not about how much lah...is tat i feel more refresh lah----same same 700=refresh.....worthy lolz ----haha.....erm, quite busy 2day coz last9 mc make me need catch up everything 2day....lucky i m in a good mood 2day, else will feel pek che again......erm, need continue my work now......shirly kuan, gambateh......
tis morning wake up at 6.30am.....7.20am oni go work...feel very happy coz is 1st time i can go work so late...normally the sky still dark, i need go to work ady.....thx for the breaky fm you....yes, is u Joyce Ng......haha.....reach office ady 8 sumting, so no time for blogging...until now....yeah....wan blogging about my new hair style again....haha.....once i reached office tis morning, Dafi is the 1st one to ask me about my hair.....he say very nice....look more pretty and fresh....then he keep sametime others ppl about my hair and every1 come have a look my hair and asking about the price and whr is the saloon...haha....i help joanna promote Sense Studio. she must give me special discount for my next visit.....:P~ ......even my manager also praise me oh...so surprise.....haha....but i think maybe bcoz i keep the same hair style for the past 10 months [same long hair with almost same color--blonde, gold....]....now is purple red.....that's why now every1 surprise.....i like it as well.....yeah yeah.......Edison even comment me in facebook coz i put my title--> i like my new hair style---of coz lah,700++ woh---aiks....is not about how much lah...is tat i feel more refresh lah----same same 700=refresh.....worthy lolz ----haha.....erm, quite busy 2day coz last9 mc make me need catch up everything 2day....lucky i m in a good mood 2day, else will feel pek che again......erm, need continue my work now......shirly kuan, gambateh......
25.04.2009 - 27.04.2009
25.04.2009 - 27.04.2009
25.04.2009
saturday again....fri nite after work, dinner with Joyce at fun ok......after that my lovely lou gong darren call me and he's back....from Shanghai....so i need help him book the hotel coz my mother in law need stay at kl for 1 nite...haha....after dinner meet up with Alice and Darren.....we then straight went to TTDI coz Kim and Chris were thr waiting for us....suppose we plan Bamboo...but due to the crowded thr, we changed to Neway at 1U......sing k until 4.30am.....sing n drink....wow.....snack....was damn tired....reach home gao tim everything ady almost 6am...sleep for 2 hrs, then need to wake up coz the company badminton tournament.....was sleepy and tired....my red house team lose in the games.....but IS OK....we will gambateh in next games.....around 1 sumting meet up with Alice again....we play bowling at times square.....yeah, 1 of my favourite sport......thx her for teaching me the bowling skill.....after that bek home shower and meet up with my lou gong again....and rayson as well....again, we at my lovely fun ok...haha (i like fun ok).......take photo and play mahjung thr.....lou gong take many pic in shanghai, nice and beautiful place....if have chance, wan bring mummy go shanghai as well.....yeah......so enjoy the moment...laugh till sakit perut thr....haha...everytime meet up wit my lou gong and rayson, will laugh till sakit perut....same as 2day......when bek home, we continue our drinking session....yeah....ALCHOHOL ALCHOHOL ALCHOHOL......really crazy man.......after that join Joyce and her frens--Esther and Yanny--at Neway Cheras again.....sing and drink....esther was farking drunk, haha......good......since she wan to drunk that nite.....3 sumting bek home, coz really cant tahan anymore....and i'm worry alice alone at home oso....yeah...conclusion, whole day was really TIRED........i feel i'm like a GHOST.....haha...gambateh.....
26.04.2009
was a beautiful Sunday again.....finally can sleep more.....11 sumting oni wake up and fetch my lovely Alice to clinic, coz she need take mc.....my lou gong bek ipoh early morning at 5 am....after that continue being PIG....haha....not really pig actually, just rest at home....need help alice save the mp3.....we chit chat and rest.....4 sumting she went bek loh....really miss her a lot a lot tim.....haha....must take care ya my dear......noting much happen on sunday...as normal, bek hometown.....oh, need thx my lovely Joyce as well......thx for the tea bag and camera and......you are so caring ya.....
27.04.2009
get sick 2day....cough and flu....so take mc....early morning take my car to repair and helping mum do house work.....whole day feeling so hot.....had my new hair cut 2day at [Sense Studio] after c doctor..........color my hair with purple red, highlight red, treatment, and cut.....wow, the price was super expensive.....500++....lucky is really nice.....i like my new hair style.....feel fresh somemore....my new hair stylist-->Joanna......from beganning still worry will look like lala since the color so sharp.....joanna tell me to trust her....so i decide to let her gam tim my hair without give any opinion on what hair style i wan.......the result was fantastic....i like it very much....Joyce told me that this studio is for those astro event, those artist....no wonder so expensive......thx to JN....so sweet of u to recommend this saloon....yeah....spend almost 4 hrs on this hair do.....then take my dinner beside the saloon....japanese food.....erm, food was so so oni....i more prefer garden that japanese restaurant......anyway, just a dinner......that's all for 2day.....ops, meet up with Siew Seck b4 sleep...haha....another best fren of me.....talk a lot and plan our holiday to Bali........yeah yeah.....here comes finish my Monday....lucky no monday blue....huhuhu.....
25.04.2009
saturday again....fri nite after work, dinner with Joyce at fun ok......after that my lovely lou gong darren call me and he's back....from Shanghai....so i need help him book the hotel coz my mother in law need stay at kl for 1 nite...haha....after dinner meet up with Alice and Darren.....we then straight went to TTDI coz Kim and Chris were thr waiting for us....suppose we plan Bamboo...but due to the crowded thr, we changed to Neway at 1U......sing k until 4.30am.....sing n drink....wow.....snack....was damn tired....reach home gao tim everything ady almost 6am...sleep for 2 hrs, then need to wake up coz the company badminton tournament.....was sleepy and tired....my red house team lose in the games.....but IS OK....we will gambateh in next games.....around 1 sumting meet up with Alice again....we play bowling at times square.....yeah, 1 of my favourite sport......thx her for teaching me the bowling skill.....after that bek home shower and meet up with my lou gong again....and rayson as well....again, we at my lovely fun ok...haha (i like fun ok).......take photo and play mahjung thr.....lou gong take many pic in shanghai, nice and beautiful place....if have chance, wan bring mummy go shanghai as well.....yeah......so enjoy the moment...laugh till sakit perut thr....haha...everytime meet up wit my lou gong and rayson, will laugh till sakit perut....same as 2day......when bek home, we continue our drinking session....yeah....ALCHOHOL ALCHOHOL ALCHOHOL......really crazy man.......after that join Joyce and her frens--Esther and Yanny--at Neway Cheras again.....sing and drink....esther was farking drunk, haha......good......since she wan to drunk that nite.....3 sumting bek home, coz really cant tahan anymore....and i'm worry alice alone at home oso....yeah...conclusion, whole day was really TIRED........i feel i'm like a GHOST.....haha...gambateh.....
26.04.2009
was a beautiful Sunday again.....finally can sleep more.....11 sumting oni wake up and fetch my lovely Alice to clinic, coz she need take mc.....my lou gong bek ipoh early morning at 5 am....after that continue being PIG....haha....not really pig actually, just rest at home....need help alice save the mp3.....we chit chat and rest.....4 sumting she went bek loh....really miss her a lot a lot tim.....haha....must take care ya my dear......noting much happen on sunday...as normal, bek hometown.....oh, need thx my lovely Joyce as well......thx for the tea bag and camera and......you are so caring ya.....
27.04.2009
get sick 2day....cough and flu....so take mc....early morning take my car to repair and helping mum do house work.....whole day feeling so hot.....had my new hair cut 2day at [Sense Studio] after c doctor..........color my hair with purple red, highlight red, treatment, and cut.....wow, the price was super expensive.....500++....lucky is really nice.....i like my new hair style.....feel fresh somemore....my new hair stylist-->Joanna......from beganning still worry will look like lala since the color so sharp.....joanna tell me to trust her....so i decide to let her gam tim my hair without give any opinion on what hair style i wan.......the result was fantastic....i like it very much....Joyce told me that this studio is for those astro event, those artist....no wonder so expensive......thx to JN....so sweet of u to recommend this saloon....yeah....spend almost 4 hrs on this hair do.....then take my dinner beside the saloon....japanese food.....erm, food was so so oni....i more prefer garden that japanese restaurant......anyway, just a dinner......that's all for 2day.....ops, meet up with Siew Seck b4 sleep...haha....another best fren of me.....talk a lot and plan our holiday to Bali........yeah yeah.....here comes finish my Monday....lucky no monday blue....huhuhu.....
Friday, 24 April 2009
24.04.2009 Happy Day
24.04.2009 Happy Day
is Friday again, yeah yeah....means weekend is coming again...last9 was a tired but happy day.....go mid valley after off work, then meet up wit Alice--a fren come from sg--we went SS2 after dinner and meet up wit her frens at Price Cafe--kim & chris--a funny couple...i met kim b4 but ady long long ago, i think around 1 yr ady.....we chit chat thr and laugh whole nite....really happy to join them....suppose we decide to go clubbing after that, but due to kim, chris and me need to work 2day, so we plan to go 2nite...haha....after sending both of them bek, me and Alice go have a drink coz still early....bring her to Enigma, but she say not nice, so we turn to Studio X Cafe which opposite enigma.....order 1 bucket of Turborg....long time din drink ady....we chat and drink, so relax, long time dun have this kind of RELAXING feeling....and she call Jickky came coz she was stay nearby....Jickky was my fren but din contact for so long....sometime will chat a while in msn....she almost forget me ady :p~ ....3 of us spend our time thr till 1.40am....then i fecth alice back hotel....when i reached home ady 2 somthing....damn sleepy oh....actually start 10 something ady feel sleepy, tahan until 2 something...really tired.....fast fast bath and dry my hair.....around 3am only sleep....this morning have to wake up at 6am again...but sleep late till 6.15am....lucky Joyce fetch me to work this morning....really thx her a lot, muacksssss.....just now count bek i oni slept for less than 8 hours for this 3 days...really will die if continue like tat....next week onwards must bek to normal life, haha....later lunch Joyce will bring me home made lunch, so happy, no need go down 3rd floor buy food since is so smelly thr, all the oily smell......2nite will go out with Alice them again, dunno wat's the plan yet and looking forward to it even is super tired and sleepy....when go play, i can no need sleep, haha, gengz.....yeah.....gambateh.....
Thursday, 23 April 2009
Love Letter
Love Letter
suddenly think of writing a love letter.....last time i used to write love letter to my lover everyday in office.....continue everyday no matter how busy m i....and will BCC myself, so that i can keep a copy of the letter.....just now i m thinking whether want to delete all the love letter in my mailbox, since i ady broke up with my ex.....now wish to write a love letter, but no target, haha.....that's why write in my blog......huhu ~(@_@)~ i think just let the love letter in the archive mailbox lah, since its wont bomp my mailbox, haha.....wait till the day i resign, all the love letter will automatic deleted......
suddenly think of writing a love letter.....last time i used to write love letter to my lover everyday in office.....continue everyday no matter how busy m i....and will BCC myself, so that i can keep a copy of the letter.....just now i m thinking whether want to delete all the love letter in my mailbox, since i ady broke up with my ex.....now wish to write a love letter, but no target, haha.....that's why write in my blog......huhu ~(@_@)~ i think just let the love letter in the archive mailbox lah, since its wont bomp my mailbox, haha.....wait till the day i resign, all the love letter will automatic deleted......
23.04.2009
23.04.2009
last9 went Look Out Point dinner with joyce.....i think 1 yr din go thr ady, everything still the same....we took our dinner at Bread & Olive Cafe....food was so so.....order my apply cucumber juice again....haha....really addicted to this juice ady......we sit nearby window, so can have a clear view of KL night view....so beautiful.....plus the cool wind, really enjoy it....after that, we walk around.....i remember last time i came here is with Denise....place was still the same, but the feeling was different.....suddenly made me think of Denise....haha.....dunno how's her life now....wonder she hav gf ady or still single....i think she must attached now since so long ady.....dar dar.....10 sumthing we left....reach home after bath, online again....just wan change my blog setting, but unable to change *_*""" ......tired.......recently really tired........my healthy life--sleep early--keep failed.......haha.....must discipline myself back....
Wednesday, 22 April 2009
22.04.2009
22.04.2009
last nite sleep so late....around 2.30am only sleep....just now feeling dun wan come to work...but i cant let myself so lazy.....now feeling very sleepy and tired in office.... ^_^"" thx nick for bought me McD last9.....specially delivery, haha.....really nice.....whole nite keep Bou Hei again......so exciting the drama Chiok Kou Tin Wong.....this weekend must finish download it so that can watch it next week.....currently watch until episod 11....i think astro on demand is episod 17 ady.....2nite i think will sleep early, really tired.....recently sleep so late, pimples also pop up....erm, cant continue like that anymore...next week onwards must bek as normal, sleep early n wake up early.....healthy life.....oh, still have 3 days to go....bro finally bek from German loh....waiting for his sourvenior, handbag....since he go Italy also...miss him very much.....and also 2 days to go.....for my B and S.....yeah.....10 days to go....Genting.....73 days to go....Bangkok.....haha....countdown for everything........really hope time past more faster.....gambateh....
last nite sleep so late....around 2.30am only sleep....just now feeling dun wan come to work...but i cant let myself so lazy.....now feeling very sleepy and tired in office.... ^_^"" thx nick for bought me McD last9.....specially delivery, haha.....really nice.....whole nite keep Bou Hei again......so exciting the drama Chiok Kou Tin Wong.....this weekend must finish download it so that can watch it next week.....currently watch until episod 11....i think astro on demand is episod 17 ady.....2nite i think will sleep early, really tired.....recently sleep so late, pimples also pop up....erm, cant continue like that anymore...next week onwards must bek as normal, sleep early n wake up early.....healthy life.....oh, still have 3 days to go....bro finally bek from German loh....waiting for his sourvenior, handbag....since he go Italy also...miss him very much.....and also 2 days to go.....for my B and S.....yeah.....10 days to go....Genting.....73 days to go....Bangkok.....haha....countdown for everything........really hope time past more faster.....gambateh....
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
21.04.2009
21.04.2009
yesterday was busy like hell....tons of work to do.....lucky still able to finish it and can back on time, hehe.....clean my room, mop the floor when reach home.....after that started to Bou my drama....haha....watson left me the P1, so i can watch drama while online....wan to play with my BEBE, but this will make me cant watch drama, hang.....so force to stop playing with Bebe....just concentrate on watching drama and chatting wit frens.....around 10pm yumcha.....long time din eat nasi lemak, so order my nasi lemak.....hehe....but feel guilty after that.....so late still eat high calories food...... :p~ 12am balik rumah.....then continue my drama, too exciting on the drama......1am only sleep.......if 2day no need work, sure i watch it till morning......so 2nite have to continue bou hei...haha.....must not must not go out 2nite.....although ady date ppl go pasar malam, haha, maybe ffk............ops, almost forget to blog something......last9 when i change my hp ringtone, surprisingly find out the voice record....Chris again....i ady forget that last time she record the promise--->i love u, no matter how bad am i, how +ve or -ve, i will love u forever<---that time we record it as ringtone, and she also record my voice, contents almost same.....i almost forget we do this b4.....haha.....childish, silly things we do....but sweet.....gambateh.....
yesterday was busy like hell....tons of work to do.....lucky still able to finish it and can back on time, hehe.....clean my room, mop the floor when reach home.....after that started to Bou my drama....haha....watson left me the P1, so i can watch drama while online....wan to play with my BEBE, but this will make me cant watch drama, hang.....so force to stop playing with Bebe....just concentrate on watching drama and chatting wit frens.....around 10pm yumcha.....long time din eat nasi lemak, so order my nasi lemak.....hehe....but feel guilty after that.....so late still eat high calories food...... :p~ 12am balik rumah.....then continue my drama, too exciting on the drama......1am only sleep.......if 2day no need work, sure i watch it till morning......so 2nite have to continue bou hei...haha.....must not must not go out 2nite.....although ady date ppl go pasar malam, haha, maybe ffk............ops, almost forget to blog something......last9 when i change my hp ringtone, surprisingly find out the voice record....Chris again....i ady forget that last time she record the promise--->i love u, no matter how bad am i, how +ve or -ve, i will love u forever<---that time we record it as ringtone, and she also record my voice, contents almost same.....i almost forget we do this b4.....haha.....childish, silly things we do....but sweet.....gambateh.....
Monday, 20 April 2009
20.04.2009
20.04.2009
last9 went E sek mou you with nick, darren and rayson.....the food and drinks not much choices.....but have Dim Sum...haha....order Shanghai xiu long bai and some dim sum.....the apple green mix grey color chair...look nice and fresh.....darren also wearing apple green shirt, vy match with the chair, haha......stay thr till 11pm....after that went miharja meet choi yee, andy yee and dai ga jie......finally can meet up with them, especially andy yee which hav a nickname of Lan Fa Shou.....keke.....darren and choi yee keep zhe each other.....so funny.....laugh till i stomachache......around 12am we went home.....darren go Shanghai 2day....wish him and aunty have a nice trip......i also waiting for my next trip---Bangkok---yeah.....gambateh....
last9 went E sek mou you with nick, darren and rayson.....the food and drinks not much choices.....but have Dim Sum...haha....order Shanghai xiu long bai and some dim sum.....the apple green mix grey color chair...look nice and fresh.....darren also wearing apple green shirt, vy match with the chair, haha......stay thr till 11pm....after that went miharja meet choi yee, andy yee and dai ga jie......finally can meet up with them, especially andy yee which hav a nickname of Lan Fa Shou.....keke.....darren and choi yee keep zhe each other.....so funny.....laugh till i stomachache......around 12am we went home.....darren go Shanghai 2day....wish him and aunty have a nice trip......i also waiting for my next trip---Bangkok---yeah.....gambateh....
Saturday, 18 April 2009
18.04.2009
18.04.2009
is saturday again....last9 bowling was great...shout until no sound ady....6 houses wearing different color shirt....i'm RED...RED BULL....so of course wearing red color shirt....at the beginning, every1 was so excited, all the cheer team for each house keep cheering for their team members....around 7pm the bowling tournament started....the 1st game some score high and some score low....me score 111 for the 1st game...yeah...wat a nice score....total 3 games for each participant.....when 3rd games started, my hand start tired, all the energy used out......total score for 3 games 322.....yeah....consider OK.....but not satisfy with it due to last time i can score more higher.....long time no play, really ZHA jor, hahaha....i din wait for the result, then leave the cosmic bowl and meeet up with darren at Fish Market....if i win in the games, sure my team will help me take the medal....so is ok for left early.....darren, rayson, david, brian, ah sou and me...6 of us.....we watch midnite show at Signature Garden....Gold Class.....watch movie --Mall Cop--was really tired and the seat was too comfort, so i din watch much and keep on fall asleep and wake up....haha.....sleep in gold class, wasted,rite.....actually was 2nd time watch movie at Signature Gold Class...1st time was with Chris, our 1st movie....that time also 1st time i watch movie in gold class...i still remember that day Chris date me movie, she told me at garden....also midnite show.....not much ppl watching tat time....now also midnite show....much more ppl watching, haha....only me and my gang ady 6 person.....really very nice watching movie at thr.....RM60 per ticket, if ask me worth it or not...i will say WORTH if it is wit ur loves one.....like last time wit Chris.....hehe.....around 2am the show finish....wat the show all about, erm, just noe quite funny, comedy show mah.....n i fall asleep and wake up, skip many part also.....overall, the show stil ok loh....not nice but not bad lah.....sleep about 3 sumting and darren over9 at my place....he and watson chat till around 5 i think...i just noe he sleep late but not sure the time coz when he come in my room i wake up a while......erm, 2day 10 sumting i sleep till, then darren wake up and i follow him wake up as well....my aunty visit me 2day, sian jor.......so noting much to blog about 2day since mood not tat good....lucky stil many ppl around me and accompany me.....yeah.....gambateh....
is saturday again....last9 bowling was great...shout until no sound ady....6 houses wearing different color shirt....i'm RED...RED BULL....so of course wearing red color shirt....at the beginning, every1 was so excited, all the cheer team for each house keep cheering for their team members....around 7pm the bowling tournament started....the 1st game some score high and some score low....me score 111 for the 1st game...yeah...wat a nice score....total 3 games for each participant.....when 3rd games started, my hand start tired, all the energy used out......total score for 3 games 322.....yeah....consider OK.....but not satisfy with it due to last time i can score more higher.....long time no play, really ZHA jor, hahaha....i din wait for the result, then leave the cosmic bowl and meeet up with darren at Fish Market....if i win in the games, sure my team will help me take the medal....so is ok for left early.....darren, rayson, david, brian, ah sou and me...6 of us.....we watch midnite show at Signature Garden....Gold Class.....watch movie --Mall Cop--was really tired and the seat was too comfort, so i din watch much and keep on fall asleep and wake up....haha.....sleep in gold class, wasted,rite.....actually was 2nd time watch movie at Signature Gold Class...1st time was with Chris, our 1st movie....that time also 1st time i watch movie in gold class...i still remember that day Chris date me movie, she told me at garden....also midnite show.....not much ppl watching tat time....now also midnite show....much more ppl watching, haha....only me and my gang ady 6 person.....really very nice watching movie at thr.....RM60 per ticket, if ask me worth it or not...i will say WORTH if it is wit ur loves one.....like last time wit Chris.....hehe.....around 2am the show finish....wat the show all about, erm, just noe quite funny, comedy show mah.....n i fall asleep and wake up, skip many part also.....overall, the show stil ok loh....not nice but not bad lah.....sleep about 3 sumting and darren over9 at my place....he and watson chat till around 5 i think...i just noe he sleep late but not sure the time coz when he come in my room i wake up a while......erm, 2day 10 sumting i sleep till, then darren wake up and i follow him wake up as well....my aunty visit me 2day, sian jor.......so noting much to blog about 2day since mood not tat good....lucky stil many ppl around me and accompany me.....yeah.....gambateh....
Friday, 17 April 2009
17.04.2009
17.04.2009
今天又是星期五了，真开心。。。明天可以休息了。。。昨晚和秀瑟吃晚餐，谈了很多。。。她看起来瘦了，替她开心。。。。原本打算下星期去怡保，可是她应该没回去，因为这个星期回了。。。听她说她女儿打针，我的干女儿。。。。我也很想见她哦。。。再等下次吧。。。今天就是保龄球赛了，要加油哦，嘻嘻。。。。晚上又可以见到大人了，不知道有什么节目呢，但一定是开心的。每次和他出去都蛮开心的，大家都是那么三八的人，哈哈。。。。很期待哦。。。加油。。。。
今天又是星期五了，真开心。。。明天可以休息了。。。昨晚和秀瑟吃晚餐，谈了很多。。。她看起来瘦了，替她开心。。。。原本打算下星期去怡保，可是她应该没回去，因为这个星期回了。。。听她说她女儿打针，我的干女儿。。。。我也很想见她哦。。。再等下次吧。。。今天就是保龄球赛了，要加油哦，嘻嘻。。。。晚上又可以见到大人了，不知道有什么节目呢，但一定是开心的。每次和他出去都蛮开心的，大家都是那么三八的人，哈哈。。。。很期待哦。。。加油。。。。
Thursday, 16 April 2009
16.04.2009
16.04.2009
又是新的一天了。。。。一大早起身就觉得很累，不够睡。。。昨晚和Casey去她公司听讲座，一放工就赶回家，约了她六点多在我家等。。。。在公司看到一个超帅的BUTCH。。。哈哈。。。他和他的女友很配哦。。。。还不确定要不要加入这间公司。。。但应该可以学到很多东西。。。再考虑考虑吧。。。。回到家已经快要十一点了。。。。赶紧冲凉准备睡觉。。。。今天是星期四了，明天就是保龄球赛。。。所以明晚不能回芙蓉了。。。还在考虑星期六要不要回。。。基本上这个星期六有几个人约，如果不回家，也不知道要和谁出去。。。。大人会回来，应该会和他出吧。。。。。还是到那天再算吧。。。。今天哪里都不想去，只想呆在家，可是约了秀瑟。。。那就早出早回罗。。。加油加油。。。。。
又是新的一天了。。。。一大早起身就觉得很累，不够睡。。。昨晚和Casey去她公司听讲座，一放工就赶回家，约了她六点多在我家等。。。。在公司看到一个超帅的BUTCH。。。哈哈。。。他和他的女友很配哦。。。。还不确定要不要加入这间公司。。。但应该可以学到很多东西。。。再考虑考虑吧。。。。回到家已经快要十一点了。。。。赶紧冲凉准备睡觉。。。。今天是星期四了，明天就是保龄球赛。。。所以明晚不能回芙蓉了。。。还在考虑星期六要不要回。。。基本上这个星期六有几个人约，如果不回家，也不知道要和谁出去。。。。大人会回来，应该会和他出吧。。。。。还是到那天再算吧。。。。今天哪里都不想去，只想呆在家，可是约了秀瑟。。。那就早出早回罗。。。加油加油。。。。。
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
15.04.2009
15.04.2009
last9 after go pets more buy food for my fei chai, then nick ask me wanna dinner 2gether or not, so we dinner at FUNOK ....so nice the environment.....really enjoy it....tis is 2nd time at funok, stil vy enjoy...i like the environment, so as food and drinks.....order cucumber apple juice and thai source chicken rice....erm, not bad the food....maybe is around 6.30, so not much customer thr....really enjoy it....stay thr 1 and half hr, then went bek home....after gao tim everything, go leisure mall watch movie---Fast and Furious 4---so nice the movie....leng lui and leng che....exciting.....after movie is 11.30pm ady...fast fast bek home and sleep...thx nick for accompany me....this morning when i wake up, heavy raining, really lazy go to work...but need work oso.....i believe 2day will be a beautiful day after the rain.....gambateh....
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
14.04.2009
14.04.2009
last9 reach home ady 6.30pm....so jam...dunno why after the toll then start jam, no raining, no accident, but jam like hell....really dengz......reach home faster help my Fei Chai clean the hse.....gao tim everyting ady 7 sumting.....straight start my movie time......haha....the drama is so funny.....2day must continue BOU HEI......kekeke.......my house getting more dirty....should say the kitchen getting more dirty....the smell make me wanna vomit.....really dun und y they can so damn dirty.....i must fast fast get a new room, else i will get crazy.......natelie oso looking for room to rent, so we decide to rent whole hse.....later she will go have a look the hse, hope we can get a nice n furnished hse with cheaper price......erm....2day is Tues again.....dunno wanna go PM or not.....my wish go PM wit Chris wont comes true anymore since last month.....i think is almost 2 mths loh....the last time we go PM together is on Friday at Tmn Segar Pasar Malam...tat time is early March....we bought many foods and bring bek my home Cheng Toi Kek.....the memory so clear....looks like just happen yesterday.....aiks.....everytime blog oso will think bek some of the memory......i'm too good in memorise those sweet things......need start work jor....gambateh.....
last9 reach home ady 6.30pm....so jam...dunno why after the toll then start jam, no raining, no accident, but jam like hell....really dengz......reach home faster help my Fei Chai clean the hse.....gao tim everyting ady 7 sumting.....straight start my movie time......haha....the drama is so funny.....2day must continue BOU HEI......kekeke.......my house getting more dirty....should say the kitchen getting more dirty....the smell make me wanna vomit.....really dun und y they can so damn dirty.....i must fast fast get a new room, else i will get crazy.......natelie oso looking for room to rent, so we decide to rent whole hse.....later she will go have a look the hse, hope we can get a nice n furnished hse with cheaper price......erm....2day is Tues again.....dunno wanna go PM or not.....my wish go PM wit Chris wont comes true anymore since last month.....i think is almost 2 mths loh....the last time we go PM together is on Friday at Tmn Segar Pasar Malam...tat time is early March....we bought many foods and bring bek my home Cheng Toi Kek.....the memory so clear....looks like just happen yesterday.....aiks.....everytime blog oso will think bek some of the memory......i'm too good in memorise those sweet things......need start work jor....gambateh.....
Monday, 13 April 2009
13.04.2009
13.04.2009
last9 decide to sleep early de, but who noe yumcha till late ady.....12.30am only sleep.....now feeling sleepy tim....but need to work oso......is monday again.....normally will monday blue.....same as 2day....yesterday go shopping wit mum, bought many things....go jusco buy shoes and having lunch thr...after tat go tesco.....heavy raining when i on the way come bek kl...hard to c the road.....take 1 n half hr oni reach kl.....after tat go yumcha wit nick ady......a new fren.....she is quite funny person, tell me some of her stories, make me laugh non stop......erm, noting much happen last9.....oh, rae sms me last9, thx for the encouragement.....2day must rest early since so sleepy.....2nite must not go out, must sleep early, n need help my Fei Chai clean his house so as my hse.....gambateh.....yeah.....
last9 decide to sleep early de, but who noe yumcha till late ady.....12.30am only sleep.....now feeling sleepy tim....but need to work oso......is monday again.....normally will monday blue.....same as 2day....yesterday go shopping wit mum, bought many things....go jusco buy shoes and having lunch thr...after tat go tesco.....heavy raining when i on the way come bek kl...hard to c the road.....take 1 n half hr oni reach kl.....after tat go yumcha wit nick ady......a new fren.....she is quite funny person, tell me some of her stories, make me laugh non stop......erm, noting much happen last9.....oh, rae sms me last9, thx for the encouragement.....2day must rest early since so sleepy.....2nite must not go out, must sleep early, n need help my Fei Chai clean his house so as my hse.....gambateh.....yeah.....
Sunday, 12 April 2009
12.04.2009
12.04.2009
last9 have a nice sleep....2day feel full of energy......yeah....later will go shopping wit mum.....look like few weeks din bring her go tham cha....later will tham cha wit her....yeah.....order my favourite kaya butter toasted.....just now cleaning my car....then take out the box tat inside have the cards Chris made to me....so upload it since this is a sweet memory for me.....
1st card is the most touching----a card which 2gether with 100 roses send to my office on 13.11.2009, when i got the roses and card, really touch my heart.....i still remember it clearly....content--->
BEING APART FROM YOU IS THE HARDEST THING THAT HAPPENS TO ME. THINKING OF HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE BRIGTEN UP MY DAYS.
LOVING YOU IS THE SWEETEST THING THAT I HAVE EVER DONE.
I LOVE U...
IS THE THING I WANNA YOU TO KNOW
DEAREST SHIRLY KUAN,
MARRY ME??
LOVE YOU;
CHRIS WONG
suppose she ady proposed to me the nite b4 tat day when i bek fm SG....but when i got it, is really touch....
2nd card is a surprise.....a card tat include our pic.....content--->
HAPPY 2nd MONTH ANNIVERSARY....
I am so in love with you...
You complete me....
CHRIS WONG
just a lovely card with simple few words, but its do impress me....
and also the notebook she made to me....and other cards as well.....although we broke up and no more fren to be....but i m really thx for all the memory she bring to me....sometime i feel innocent and feelng she treat me as ah 4 only....however, it is really means sumting to me.....no matter the memory is good or bad, i will remember....but i think better just remember all those sweet memory that enuf...since our brain is so small, if stil need remember all those unhappy things, is not worth.....so just forget the bad memory btw us and only remember the best and sweet 1.....i think is might hard, but is just our choice wanna forget or not.....so must try ya.....now she no access to view my blog ady, but doesnt matter, i blog it not bcoz of wan her to know, just for myself as memory....again, gambateh......oh, i will keep all the things from her in a box, since is memory.....hope everything will become normal....and i know it will....yeah.....
last9 have a nice sleep....2day feel full of energy......yeah....later will go shopping wit mum.....look like few weeks din bring her go tham cha....later will tham cha wit her....yeah.....order my favourite kaya butter toasted.....just now cleaning my car....then take out the box tat inside have the cards Chris made to me....so upload it since this is a sweet memory for me.....
1st card is the most touching----a card which 2gether with 100 roses send to my office on 13.11.2009, when i got the roses and card, really touch my heart.....i still remember it clearly....content--->
BEING APART FROM YOU IS THE HARDEST THING THAT HAPPENS TO ME. THINKING OF HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE BRIGTEN UP MY DAYS.
LOVING YOU IS THE SWEETEST THING THAT I HAVE EVER DONE.
I LOVE U...
IS THE THING I WANNA YOU TO KNOW
DEAREST SHIRLY KUAN,
MARRY ME??
LOVE YOU;
CHRIS WONG
suppose she ady proposed to me the nite b4 tat day when i bek fm SG....but when i got it, is really touch....
2nd card is a surprise.....a card tat include our pic.....content--->
HAPPY 2nd MONTH ANNIVERSARY....
I am so in love with you...
You complete me....
CHRIS WONG
just a lovely card with simple few words, but its do impress me....
and also the notebook she made to me....and other cards as well.....although we broke up and no more fren to be....but i m really thx for all the memory she bring to me....sometime i feel innocent and feelng she treat me as ah 4 only....however, it is really means sumting to me.....no matter the memory is good or bad, i will remember....but i think better just remember all those sweet memory that enuf...since our brain is so small, if stil need remember all those unhappy things, is not worth.....so just forget the bad memory btw us and only remember the best and sweet 1.....i think is might hard, but is just our choice wanna forget or not.....so must try ya.....now she no access to view my blog ady, but doesnt matter, i blog it not bcoz of wan her to know, just for myself as memory....again, gambateh......oh, i will keep all the things from her in a box, since is memory.....hope everything will become normal....and i know it will....yeah.....
Saturday, 11 April 2009
11.04.2009
11.04.2009
last9 online until almost 1am....reali tired....tis morning 8 sumting ady wake up...coz the hse beside is under renovation...early morning start knock and.....ngigongigo, reali sian.....so noisy until i cant sleep.....remember tat b4 CNY, the hse beside no7 also under renovation and me and Chris always cant have good sleep on weekend....everytime she will say wanna go to kill those ppl, and the sound make her feeling wanna go toilet ''oh si''......all the feeling.....but i know i must move on wit my life even without her......so dun think about it....now ady evening, just after bath....nothing to do, then continue blogging as i ady get use to update my blog everyday.....so relaxing at home.....nothing is better than stay at home.....2nite i think need sleep early....since last9 sleep so late...so 2nite must sleep bek as usual....ops, must remember to put on my mask b4 sleep.....hehe, as usual means sleep 10 sumting like tat time at hse no7........have a healthy life.....noting much happen 2day, so wont blog so much......again, again, again----gambateh.......keke, telling myself to ga you everyday.....:P~
last9 online until almost 1am....reali tired....tis morning 8 sumting ady wake up...coz the hse beside is under renovation...early morning start knock and.....ngigongigo, reali sian.....so noisy until i cant sleep.....remember tat b4 CNY, the hse beside no7 also under renovation and me and Chris always cant have good sleep on weekend....everytime she will say wanna go to kill those ppl, and the sound make her feeling wanna go toilet ''oh si''......all the feeling.....but i know i must move on wit my life even without her......so dun think about it....now ady evening, just after bath....nothing to do, then continue blogging as i ady get use to update my blog everyday.....so relaxing at home.....nothing is better than stay at home.....2nite i think need sleep early....since last9 sleep so late...so 2nite must sleep bek as usual....ops, must remember to put on my mask b4 sleep.....hehe, as usual means sleep 10 sumting like tat time at hse no7........have a healthy life.....noting much happen 2day, so wont blog so much......again, again, again----gambateh.......keke, telling myself to ga you everyday.....:P~
Lovely - Michelle Tumes
Lovely - Michelle Tumes
you're the sweet dreams that soothe me
when i cant fall asleep
you're the field
in the middle of the city
im rushing by
in the speed of light
you're the strong resolution
when i found all the piece
you're the church bells a ringin
in the evening
im always quiet
your whisper comfort
bless my heart
i get so weak
oh you're lovely lovely
you're the center of my universe
(my universe)
a thousand times
i look around your heart why
oh you're lovely lovely
you're the center of my universe
(my universe)
a million ways
i cannot explain
you're lovely
you're the soft words that touch me
when i just can't speak
you're the breeze on the ocean
in the morning
im whining when
to greet the day
you're the flowers i remember
singin into me
colors true
are cold than rain
prize and week
soft and weak
and new day sun
make me see
oh you're lovely lovely
you're the center of my universe
(my universe)
a thousand times
i look around your heart why
oh you're lovely lovely
you're the center of my universe
(my universe)
a million ways
i cannot explain
you're lovely
i understand
that there may be grief
and there may be pain
but i am aware
you blind the darkness
with who you are
because
oh you're lovely lovely
you're the center of my universe
(my universe)
a thousand times
i look around your heart why
oh you're lovely lovely
you're the center of my universe
(my universe)
a million ways
i cannot explain
you're lovely
Friday, 10 April 2009
10.04.2009
10.04.2009
last9 sms Chris asking for the photo album that i made to her previously....i know she dun keep ex pic, same as she din keep her previous ex pic...tat's y ask her if she still keeping, can give bek to me or not....who noe she reply me some over words again.....also asking me find in DBKL....since she always say tat we are end....then how come stil so angry about me and wanna say those rude words to me again....she asking me to delete the pic tat i put in profile....is my profile and she no longer have any rights to give me instruction ady.....then she say rude words to me....if my life is suck and shity as her say....then so as her.....she owe SC bank money, owe cr card money....and so as her PERSON....if i'm suck, she choose me, so she is more suck than me...haha......at 1st, i tot to giv bek her the digi bill money tat she sub for me, but now i dun think so.....she the 1 wanna sub me line for convenient we call each other...now she asking me pay bek....if she not say those rude words to me, even she get new gf now, i oso willing to pay her....since all my frens also advise me dun pay her anymore....i will listen.....u always say u r success than me, then u can settle urself the bill, no need little bit money also asking me this failure person pay,rite.....oh, she get new gf....break up 11 days can have new gf.....really congra to her....even we are no more couple, maybe now no more frens tim, but hope she will happy.....maybe my frens will say me stupid, no more frens stil hoping her happy.....but for me, wishing her happy is the thing i decide to do since the day we broke up.....no worth or not worth......i believe i will also happy and have better life......as frens always say, MOVE ON....i will....erm, 2day go back hometown....cant wait to go bek home.....since last time attached, i seldom go bek, need accompany Chris and her family on weekend....now can go bek every week loh.....is good also de......as she say, only family will always be thr for us....i totally agree wat she say......hope time past faster ya.....now hope time past faster is to go bek hometown, last time was hope time past faster to c her after work....the feel is same......yeah.....FUN OK MAN SUI......gambateh.....
last9 sms Chris asking for the photo album that i made to her previously....i know she dun keep ex pic, same as she din keep her previous ex pic...tat's y ask her if she still keeping, can give bek to me or not....who noe she reply me some over words again.....also asking me find in DBKL....since she always say tat we are end....then how come stil so angry about me and wanna say those rude words to me again....she asking me to delete the pic tat i put in profile....is my profile and she no longer have any rights to give me instruction ady.....then she say rude words to me....if my life is suck and shity as her say....then so as her.....she owe SC bank money, owe cr card money....and so as her PERSON....if i'm suck, she choose me, so she is more suck than me...haha......at 1st, i tot to giv bek her the digi bill money tat she sub for me, but now i dun think so.....she the 1 wanna sub me line for convenient we call each other...now she asking me pay bek....if she not say those rude words to me, even she get new gf now, i oso willing to pay her....since all my frens also advise me dun pay her anymore....i will listen.....u always say u r success than me, then u can settle urself the bill, no need little bit money also asking me this failure person pay,rite.....oh, she get new gf....break up 11 days can have new gf.....really congra to her....even we are no more couple, maybe now no more frens tim, but hope she will happy.....maybe my frens will say me stupid, no more frens stil hoping her happy.....but for me, wishing her happy is the thing i decide to do since the day we broke up.....no worth or not worth......i believe i will also happy and have better life......as frens always say, MOVE ON....i will....erm, 2day go back hometown....cant wait to go bek home.....since last time attached, i seldom go bek, need accompany Chris and her family on weekend....now can go bek every week loh.....is good also de......as she say, only family will always be thr for us....i totally agree wat she say......hope time past faster ya.....now hope time past faster is to go bek hometown, last time was hope time past faster to c her after work....the feel is same......yeah.....FUN OK MAN SUI......gambateh.....
Thursday, 9 April 2009
So What
So What
nananananananananana
nananananananananana
nananananana
i guess i just lost my husband
i don't know where he went
so i'm gonna drink my money
i'm not gonna pay his rent (nope)
i got a brand new attitude
and i'm gonna wear it tonight
i wanna get in trouble
i wanna start a fight
nanananananana
i wanna start a fight
nanananananana
i wanna start a fight
*so so what
i'm still a rock star
i got my rock moves
and i don't need you
and guess what
i'm havin' more fun
and now that we're done
i'm gonna show you tonight
i'm alright
i'm just fine
and you're a tool,
soso what
i am a rock star
i got my rock moves
and i don't want you tonight(uh, check my flow)
the waiter just took my table
and gave it to jessica simp (shit)
i guess i'll go sit with tomboy
at least i'll know how to hit
what if their songs on the radio
that somebody's gonna die
i'm gonna get in trouble
my ex'll start a fight
nanananananana
he's gonna start a fight
nanananananana
we're all gonna get in a fight
Repeat*
you weren't there
you never were
you weren't at all
but that's not fair
i gave you life
i gave my all
you weren't there
you let me fall
so so what
i'm still a rock star
i got my rock moves
and i don't need you
and guess what
i'm havin' more fun
and now that we're done (we're done)
i'm gonna show you tonight
i'm alright (i'm alright)
i'm just fine (i'm just fine)
and you're a tool,
so (so)so what
i am a rock star
i got my rock moves
and i don't want you tonight(i don't want you tonight)
no no, no no
i don't want you tonight
you weren't there (i'm gonna show you)
i'm gonna show you tonight
i'm alright
i'm just fine
and you're a tool,
so so what
i am a rock star
i got my rock moves
and i don't want you tonight
badadadadada
nananananananananana
nananananananananana
nananananana
i guess i just lost my husband
i don't know where he went
so i'm gonna drink my money
i'm not gonna pay his rent (nope)
i got a brand new attitude
and i'm gonna wear it tonight
i wanna get in trouble
i wanna start a fight
nanananananana
i wanna start a fight
nanananananana
i wanna start a fight
*so so what
i'm still a rock star
i got my rock moves
and i don't need you
and guess what
i'm havin' more fun
and now that we're done
i'm gonna show you tonight
i'm alright
i'm just fine
and you're a tool,
soso what
i am a rock star
i got my rock moves
and i don't want you tonight(uh, check my flow)
the waiter just took my table
and gave it to jessica simp (shit)
i guess i'll go sit with tomboy
at least i'll know how to hit
what if their songs on the radio
that somebody's gonna die
i'm gonna get in trouble
my ex'll start a fight
nanananananana
he's gonna start a fight
nanananananana
we're all gonna get in a fight
Repeat*
you weren't there
you never were
you weren't at all
but that's not fair
i gave you life
i gave my all
you weren't there
you let me fall
so so what
i'm still a rock star
i got my rock moves
and i don't need you
and guess what
i'm havin' more fun
and now that we're done (we're done)
i'm gonna show you tonight
i'm alright (i'm alright)
i'm just fine (i'm just fine)
and you're a tool,
so (so)so what
i am a rock star
i got my rock moves
and i don't want you tonight(i don't want you tonight)
no no, no no
i don't want you tonight
you weren't there (i'm gonna show you)
i'm gonna show you tonight
i'm alright
i'm just fine
and you're a tool,
so so what
i am a rock star
i got my rock moves
and i don't want you tonight
badadadadada
09.04.2009
09.04.2009
last9 play bowling at MV....next friday company have bowling competition and i m joining this games.....so last9 our red bull hse hav a practise session at mv b4 the competition....long time din play bowling, score 178 for 2 games...not bad not bad, hehe....quite happy.....feel relax after play bowling, maybe throw all the unhappy things away when i throw the ball.....huhu.....reach home ady 9.15pm....faster take bath and online.....need thx Watson for borrow me his P1.....he's going bek ipoh again...so this few days just left me alone at hse, tat's y he borrow me the P1.....the P1 connection stable also.....maybe can consider apply 1.....keep playing Pet's Society in Facebook and buy my BEBE some furniture, must treat my bebe nicely since this is.....secret... :P~ play til 12am must sleep ady coz need work 2day.....also download the drama Hok Geng Chui Kek....finally finish download all the episod when i wake up just now.....tis week can BOW HEI ady...no need so sian.....kekeke......so wish 2day is also a happy day for me....and also happy day for you......gambateh small devil and big devil...... :)
last9 play bowling at MV....next friday company have bowling competition and i m joining this games.....so last9 our red bull hse hav a practise session at mv b4 the competition....long time din play bowling, score 178 for 2 games...not bad not bad, hehe....quite happy.....feel relax after play bowling, maybe throw all the unhappy things away when i throw the ball.....huhu.....reach home ady 9.15pm....faster take bath and online.....need thx Watson for borrow me his P1.....he's going bek ipoh again...so this few days just left me alone at hse, tat's y he borrow me the P1.....the P1 connection stable also.....maybe can consider apply 1.....keep playing Pet's Society in Facebook and buy my BEBE some furniture, must treat my bebe nicely since this is.....secret... :P~ play til 12am must sleep ady coz need work 2day.....also download the drama Hok Geng Chui Kek....finally finish download all the episod when i wake up just now.....tis week can BOW HEI ady...no need so sian.....kekeke......so wish 2day is also a happy day for me....and also happy day for you......gambateh small devil and big devil...... :)
Wednesday, 8 April 2009
08.04.2009
08.04.2009
last9 need go vian hse c the room, so we go pasar malam b4 tat.....long time din go sri petaling pasar malam....the last time i go thr is with big devil.....actually nothing to buy, just walk walk b4 c the room coz need wait her hsemate bek at 10pm.....vian bring her fren ah san along...ah san stop by the selling juices place and wana buy juice.....i m thinking wat i wan drink....suddenly missing the cucumber apple juice make by big devil mum.....without thinking much, i order the CUCUMBER APPLE juice.....yeah, is exactly same taste with.....then we keep on walking, have selling the mahjung, all is gold color mahjung, i din c any purple color mahjung.....m thinking wonder you have buy the mahjung yet since no more mahjung in ur house now....around 10pm we left pasar malam and straight go vian hse......the room is quite clean...environment is ok...just 1 thing is no parking space.....need park outside the condo and many car.....i think is hard for find parking since so many car.....still consider wan or not rent the room.....reach home ady 11.30pm....after gao tim everyting then sleep....erm, my leg no more pain and can walk ady, good......2day i wear the skirt tat last time bought at Nichii IOI Mall with big devil....this skirt i din wear it since after cny, coz cant fit in after cny.....just now changing cloth just have a try, still dunno can wear in or not, who's noe i CAN fit in ady...haha....SO HAPPY....tat's y i just wear it to work....black skirt with green blouse and also green color eyes shadow.....not bad....dunno wat i will experience 2day.....i think 2day will be a wonderful day.....yeah.....gambateh....
last9 need go vian hse c the room, so we go pasar malam b4 tat.....long time din go sri petaling pasar malam....the last time i go thr is with big devil.....actually nothing to buy, just walk walk b4 c the room coz need wait her hsemate bek at 10pm.....vian bring her fren ah san along...ah san stop by the selling juices place and wana buy juice.....i m thinking wat i wan drink....suddenly missing the cucumber apple juice make by big devil mum.....without thinking much, i order the CUCUMBER APPLE juice.....yeah, is exactly same taste with.....then we keep on walking, have selling the mahjung, all is gold color mahjung, i din c any purple color mahjung.....m thinking wonder you have buy the mahjung yet since no more mahjung in ur house now....around 10pm we left pasar malam and straight go vian hse......the room is quite clean...environment is ok...just 1 thing is no parking space.....need park outside the condo and many car.....i think is hard for find parking since so many car.....still consider wan or not rent the room.....reach home ady 11.30pm....after gao tim everyting then sleep....erm, my leg no more pain and can walk ady, good......2day i wear the skirt tat last time bought at Nichii IOI Mall with big devil....this skirt i din wear it since after cny, coz cant fit in after cny.....just now changing cloth just have a try, still dunno can wear in or not, who's noe i CAN fit in ady...haha....SO HAPPY....tat's y i just wear it to work....black skirt with green blouse and also green color eyes shadow.....not bad....dunno wat i will experience 2day.....i think 2day will be a wonderful day.....yeah.....gambateh....
Tuesday, 7 April 2009
07.04.2009
07.04.2009
yesterday my leg pain again....after lunch start pain....last 3 weeks my leg is like tat ady, sudden pain in office....now again....after i reach home, my leg pain until lying down on bed oso pain, so no choice, must go c tit tar....i cant drive, tat's y need ask carmen fetch me, lucky she is free.....she bring me go ss2 tit tar, 8 sumthing reach thr and a lot of ppl, wait until 9 sumting oni is my turn....dr say maybe last time i hurt b4, tat y now hurt the ''gen'' and ''gao''....haiz...in the end need balut....cost me rm45, expensive......after tat we go ''nasi kandar'' take dinner.....i been here once b4, still remember tat time go thr wit big devil...memory again....carmen date her fren actuallly...so i meet 2 new frens--Kae & Patrina--a couple just attach and lovey dovey......around 11pm we go home....while on the way back home, carmen say sumting about have feeling towards me, wan find gf and so on....but i dun think i can accept her, my heart still have big devil....n i know i wont get in another relationship.....so i reject her honestly....hope we are still fren.....erm....2 more things happen yesterday....sumting miracle happen.....at least we able to be fren....but at the same time, my car crash after got her sms....maybe is thinking sumting tat time, so din aware the car behind me, n just park my car like tat....i always not good in side parking, so kena ady.....now the left car door calar seriously, sure kena scold by family gao gao.....anyway, i feel happy oso even so many things happen yesterday.......i think 2day is more better than yesterday.....i believe it will..........believe make reality.....gambateh....
yesterday my leg pain again....after lunch start pain....last 3 weeks my leg is like tat ady, sudden pain in office....now again....after i reach home, my leg pain until lying down on bed oso pain, so no choice, must go c tit tar....i cant drive, tat's y need ask carmen fetch me, lucky she is free.....she bring me go ss2 tit tar, 8 sumthing reach thr and a lot of ppl, wait until 9 sumting oni is my turn....dr say maybe last time i hurt b4, tat y now hurt the ''gen'' and ''gao''....haiz...in the end need balut....cost me rm45, expensive......after tat we go ''nasi kandar'' take dinner.....i been here once b4, still remember tat time go thr wit big devil...memory again....carmen date her fren actuallly...so i meet 2 new frens--Kae & Patrina--a couple just attach and lovey dovey......around 11pm we go home....while on the way back home, carmen say sumting about have feeling towards me, wan find gf and so on....but i dun think i can accept her, my heart still have big devil....n i know i wont get in another relationship.....so i reject her honestly....hope we are still fren.....erm....2 more things happen yesterday....sumting miracle happen.....at least we able to be fren....but at the same time, my car crash after got her sms....maybe is thinking sumting tat time, so din aware the car behind me, n just park my car like tat....i always not good in side parking, so kena ady.....now the left car door calar seriously, sure kena scold by family gao gao.....anyway, i feel happy oso even so many things happen yesterday.......i think 2day is more better than yesterday.....i believe it will..........believe make reality.....gambateh....
Monday, 6 April 2009
wat will happen next IF.....
wat will happen next IF.....
not much thing to do now....so just suft net.....too free and making me thinking of sumthing.....dunno wat will happen next IF.......hope everything will follow my dreams.....hehe.....just found out i lose weight a bit.....so happy.....hope the kg continue drop....ops, not hope, is MUST......miracle always for those that trust....i trust there will be miracle...miracle for me....miracle btw our relationship......yeah......later carmen will come find me lunch.....recently my msn title keep saying some -ve things, tat y 1 of my fren introduce carmen to me....haha....my fren tell me once i know carmen, my frens circle will grow.....she say i need more frens.....ya, i need more frens.....need upgrade myself to another stage.....like CHRIS say, she wan me upgrade myself.....so i will listen her.....in terms of outlook, appearance......so today i start have light make up...eyes shadow, mascara, lips gross......long time din really make up, almost forget...haha....lucky is just light make up....erm.....need to throw away those expiry cosmetic and buy new ady....is time for me to change a bit for upgrade myself.....later need seek carmen opinion oso.....hehe....a confidence woman.....but need wake up more early for prepare everyday.....is true that ppl say in chinese''world wont have ugly woman, just have lazy woman'' haha...so cant be lazy.....yeah.....
not much thing to do now....so just suft net.....too free and making me thinking of sumthing.....dunno wat will happen next IF.......hope everything will follow my dreams.....hehe.....just found out i lose weight a bit.....so happy.....hope the kg continue drop....ops, not hope, is MUST......miracle always for those that trust....i trust there will be miracle...miracle for me....miracle btw our relationship......yeah......later carmen will come find me lunch.....recently my msn title keep saying some -ve things, tat y 1 of my fren introduce carmen to me....haha....my fren tell me once i know carmen, my frens circle will grow.....she say i need more frens.....ya, i need more frens.....need upgrade myself to another stage.....like CHRIS say, she wan me upgrade myself.....so i will listen her.....in terms of outlook, appearance......so today i start have light make up...eyes shadow, mascara, lips gross......long time din really make up, almost forget...haha....lucky is just light make up....erm.....need to throw away those expiry cosmetic and buy new ady....is time for me to change a bit for upgrade myself.....later need seek carmen opinion oso.....hehe....a confidence woman.....but need wake up more early for prepare everyday.....is true that ppl say in chinese''world wont have ugly woman, just have lazy woman'' haha...so cant be lazy.....yeah.....
06.04.2009
06.04.2009
just reach office not long....just now buy the Feng Shui World magazine.....the 1st thing i read is the boar and chicken luck.....look like this month she will not have good luck....maybe will have quarrel with colleagues.....hope everything will be fine for her and i will pray for her...for me, everyting will become better and in order to strengthen the relationship btw both, must put the ru yi jie.....hope this will really helps.....last9 have a dream....dunno bcoz of think too much of her....dream of her again.....but when wake up, cant really remember what the dream all about....just remember she's in my dream....anyway, i m happy oso......erm......worry about her.....get to know she go out every9.....hope this wont affect her job....and hope she still remember that her role in the family...if continue every9 she go out, her parents, especially mum will worry her....and as i know she must accompany her mum since her mum retired...that'w why hope she will really take more time to stay at home.....same as me, will always stay at home to accopany her....accompany her in my imagination.....i stay at home every9, if she din go out, she also at home....then in my mind can feel that i'm accompany her....haha.....looks like crazy ady.....anyway, if i can feel it, tat's enuf......is my life, no need 3rd party to judge me....only my frens will know it......so must gambateh.....i will choose to believe GOD....since we means to be together....i will trust 1 day we will be together back.... :)~ smile............all the things will come back with SMILE.......so as u, my darling........
just reach office not long....just now buy the Feng Shui World magazine.....the 1st thing i read is the boar and chicken luck.....look like this month she will not have good luck....maybe will have quarrel with colleagues.....hope everything will be fine for her and i will pray for her...for me, everyting will become better and in order to strengthen the relationship btw both, must put the ru yi jie.....hope this will really helps.....last9 have a dream....dunno bcoz of think too much of her....dream of her again.....but when wake up, cant really remember what the dream all about....just remember she's in my dream....anyway, i m happy oso......erm......worry about her.....get to know she go out every9.....hope this wont affect her job....and hope she still remember that her role in the family...if continue every9 she go out, her parents, especially mum will worry her....and as i know she must accompany her mum since her mum retired...that'w why hope she will really take more time to stay at home.....same as me, will always stay at home to accopany her....accompany her in my imagination.....i stay at home every9, if she din go out, she also at home....then in my mind can feel that i'm accompany her....haha.....looks like crazy ady.....anyway, if i can feel it, tat's enuf......is my life, no need 3rd party to judge me....only my frens will know it......so must gambateh.....i will choose to believe GOD....since we means to be together....i will trust 1 day we will be together back.... :)~ smile............all the things will come back with SMILE.......so as u, my darling........
Sunday, 5 April 2009
05.04.2009
05.04.2009
今天是第八天了。。。没有王英培的第八天。。。如果我们还在一起，今天是六个月纪念日了。。。只可惜。。。。一整天在想着她。。。看着已经准备好的礼物，心情很低落。。。。很想很想她。。。。说好不会为她再哭，可是今天却又哭了很久。。。。昨晚和今天都忍不住信息她，结果却遭到她的拒绝。。。。心很痛很痛。。。。其实是自己自找的，如果不是自己要信息她，就不会伤害到自己。。。。我必须坚强。。。只要她开心就好了。。。我会永远把她爱在心里。。。。我爱你，王英培。。。。关思敏，你也要开心哦。。。
今天是第八天了。。。没有王英培的第八天。。。如果我们还在一起，今天是六个月纪念日了。。。只可惜。。。。一整天在想着她。。。看着已经准备好的礼物，心情很低落。。。。很想很想她。。。。说好不会为她再哭，可是今天却又哭了很久。。。。昨晚和今天都忍不住信息她，结果却遭到她的拒绝。。。。心很痛很痛。。。。其实是自己自找的，如果不是自己要信息她，就不会伤害到自己。。。。我必须坚强。。。只要她开心就好了。。。我会永远把她爱在心里。。。。我爱你，王英培。。。。关思敏，你也要开心哦。。。
Lucky
Lucky
Do you hear me,I'm talking to youAcross the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the seaI
keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Friday, 3 April 2009
stay or not stay
stay or not stay
just now having lunch with colleagues, they asking me did i give the resign letter yet, i prepare ady and thinking to give today....then they asking me few ques, make me need reconsider again....they asking whether good benefits....no, the new company no benefits.....they say a lot to me....now i really dunno should i resign and accept the new job......last time big devil is here with me....i still remember the day after i interview, she say she will support me for whatever decision i make....same as last time when she decide to work in new company....now without her support, i really dunno how.....i start feeling scare.....should i resign??who can give me support??my colleagues dunno the offer of new company give me....oni she know....but she is no more here with me....i really dunno what should i do now.....shirly kuan, pls, pls, pls..........pls think properly....today i think i cant submit my resign letter anymore...i need to consider again.....i scare.........
just now having lunch with colleagues, they asking me did i give the resign letter yet, i prepare ady and thinking to give today....then they asking me few ques, make me need reconsider again....they asking whether good benefits....no, the new company no benefits.....they say a lot to me....now i really dunno should i resign and accept the new job......last time big devil is here with me....i still remember the day after i interview, she say she will support me for whatever decision i make....same as last time when she decide to work in new company....now without her support, i really dunno how.....i start feeling scare.....should i resign??who can give me support??my colleagues dunno the offer of new company give me....oni she know....but she is no more here with me....i really dunno what should i do now.....shirly kuan, pls, pls, pls..........pls think properly....today i think i cant submit my resign letter anymore...i need to consider again.....i scare.........
03.04.2009
03.04.2009
Today is friday ady.......1 week, is been 1 week I din c her.....even though ady decide begin my new life without her....but is really hard.....last9 go dinner with darren, rayson, watson, angel.....is the place i tapao for her b4.....lots of memory appear in my mind....after that go neway sing k.....all the delicious food in front of me....but i din eat much....usually i eat a lot even after dinner....especially dessert....but dunno why, just feeling dun wan eat.....without her beside me, i dun feel wanna eat......whole nite I look ok...but i know my heart and mind thinking about her......just all the memory btw us keep appear in mind.....we go eat nasi lemak beside my house, go sunway pyramid dating, go asia cafe eat crab, go all the place.....100 roses and proposed, planning on wedding photo, planning on our wedding ring, all the handmade card, steamboot at home, she cook me hotdog, i cook her tong sui, i make her mango torte cake, we massage for each other, play mahjung n when she lose, the cute face of her, she fetch me work, i fetch her work, we take care each other when sick, watch movie 2gether, she lying on my leg, i hug her, wake her up in morning, the way she talk to eeyore when i use eeyore kacau her....our 1st trip in PD, our 1st trip in Melacca, our anniversary surprise for each other, the way she kiss my forehead when i ady sleep or sick....accompany her cutting hair at sky, she find me lunch, i find her lunch, window cafe, all those memory...a lot a lot......keep on appear n appear......and ady get use will sms her when i go out.....will auto take out my hp wish to sms her....but i know i no need to do that, type the sms and delete it again.....repeating......i know i cant be like that, i cant looking back.....i know i must be tough....tat's why no matter how many times she appear in mind, i also try my best talk and laugh with them, but sure darren know that i m pretending.....i must be tough......i know no matter how hard it is, i must....we sing till around 12am....coz i need work need rest early.....when I sleep, wish to sms her again, but i din do it......I tell xiu gui and xiao bai, we will be ok de, I know they miss daddy and I tell them no matter how, i wont leave them....i love them very much so as their daddy.....xiu gui and xiao bai, u 2 must tough also....just now wake up, dunno why sudden tie my hair....tie to the style she like.....so just tie my hair 2day....i like it also.....shirly kuan, gambateh.......
Today is friday ady.......1 week, is been 1 week I din c her.....even though ady decide begin my new life without her....but is really hard.....last9 go dinner with darren, rayson, watson, angel.....is the place i tapao for her b4.....lots of memory appear in my mind....after that go neway sing k.....all the delicious food in front of me....but i din eat much....usually i eat a lot even after dinner....especially dessert....but dunno why, just feeling dun wan eat.....without her beside me, i dun feel wanna eat......whole nite I look ok...but i know my heart and mind thinking about her......just all the memory btw us keep appear in mind.....we go eat nasi lemak beside my house, go sunway pyramid dating, go asia cafe eat crab, go all the place.....100 roses and proposed, planning on wedding photo, planning on our wedding ring, all the handmade card, steamboot at home, she cook me hotdog, i cook her tong sui, i make her mango torte cake, we massage for each other, play mahjung n when she lose, the cute face of her, she fetch me work, i fetch her work, we take care each other when sick, watch movie 2gether, she lying on my leg, i hug her, wake her up in morning, the way she talk to eeyore when i use eeyore kacau her....our 1st trip in PD, our 1st trip in Melacca, our anniversary surprise for each other, the way she kiss my forehead when i ady sleep or sick....accompany her cutting hair at sky, she find me lunch, i find her lunch, window cafe, all those memory...a lot a lot......keep on appear n appear......and ady get use will sms her when i go out.....will auto take out my hp wish to sms her....but i know i no need to do that, type the sms and delete it again.....repeating......i know i cant be like that, i cant looking back.....i know i must be tough....tat's why no matter how many times she appear in mind, i also try my best talk and laugh with them, but sure darren know that i m pretending.....i must be tough......i know no matter how hard it is, i must....we sing till around 12am....coz i need work need rest early.....when I sleep, wish to sms her again, but i din do it......I tell xiu gui and xiao bai, we will be ok de, I know they miss daddy and I tell them no matter how, i wont leave them....i love them very much so as their daddy.....xiu gui and xiao bai, u 2 must tough also....just now wake up, dunno why sudden tie my hair....tie to the style she like.....so just tie my hair 2day....i like it also.....shirly kuan, gambateh.......
Thursday, 2 April 2009
02.04.2009
02.04.2009
Today feel more peace.....maybe after the heavy rain, give me the refresh air..... (@_@) really long time dun have tis kind of peace feeling.....last9 darren come kl, midnight oni reach n over9 at my place.....2day i need work, so cant have time chat with him.....anywhr, feel happy for him....hope he with rayson can have a wonderful day today......for my job, i decide to resign and accept the new job offer....hope new job can bring me to upper stage of life.....looking forward for this new environment....recently really need to thx siew seck....she always accompany me...give me advise....i promise her i will slowly go back to the right way....i wont lock myself in the corner.....gambateh.....
Today feel more peace.....maybe after the heavy rain, give me the refresh air..... (@_@) really long time dun have tis kind of peace feeling.....last9 darren come kl, midnight oni reach n over9 at my place.....2day i need work, so cant have time chat with him.....anywhr, feel happy for him....hope he with rayson can have a wonderful day today......for my job, i decide to resign and accept the new job offer....hope new job can bring me to upper stage of life.....looking forward for this new environment....recently really need to thx siew seck....she always accompany me...give me advise....i promise her i will slowly go back to the right way....i wont lock myself in the corner.....gambateh.....
Wednesday, 1 April 2009
01.04.2009
01.04.2009
just now when wan come work, only found that my car key missing.....1st person i think of is u....thx for asking me have extra key or not....i find for half hour only get it.....what can i do??i dunno wat should i do now??should i make police report??i so blur.....i so wish she is here with me now.....last9 do sumthing silly....go tarot card for asking love and job....tarot say she have........so fast.....say i'm just the replacement......everything was surprise me.....i believe my feeling....i believe her.....i should not trust it i know....but its make me more sad after listening.......i'm so silly....i asking her y suddenly change mind....i know i wont get answer.....i know everything is too late to ask....even i know the answer, is wont change anything.....i know she wont come back.....when only good luck come..........is this only nightmare??i wish it is.......but i know is not....i need let u go no matter how sad i m.....Chris Wong, I LOVE U.....wish u happy forever......
just now when wan come work, only found that my car key missing.....1st person i think of is u....thx for asking me have extra key or not....i find for half hour only get it.....what can i do??i dunno wat should i do now??should i make police report??i so blur.....i so wish she is here with me now.....last9 do sumthing silly....go tarot card for asking love and job....tarot say she have........so fast.....say i'm just the replacement......everything was surprise me.....i believe my feeling....i believe her.....i should not trust it i know....but its make me more sad after listening.......i'm so silly....i asking her y suddenly change mind....i know i wont get answer.....i know everything is too late to ask....even i know the answer, is wont change anything.....i know she wont come back.....when only good luck come..........is this only nightmare??i wish it is.......but i know is not....i need let u go no matter how sad i m.....Chris Wong, I LOVE U.....wish u happy forever......
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