Tuesday Pasar Malam

Tuesday Pasar Malam

Suddenly think of today is Tuesday...Today have pasar malam in sg long....last Wed when i wan go connaugh pasar malam, she asking me dont go 1st, she promise me this week tues acc me go pasar malam...is TODAY...today is the date she promise....but i know i will never have this chance anymore even today is the date she promise.........wat should i do 2nite to let myself more happy....should i go pasar malam alone....or just stay at home then rest early.....i dunno wat the hell with my mind, keep on thinking about her......i cant concentrate at all.....even i delete all her contact in facebook, friendster....but i stil cant delete her in my MIND......i remember her phone number, remeber her face, remember all the things she told me, remember all the promise she made, remember all the memory of her........wat can i do..................i so suffer.......i wish i can die now.......i tell myself not to drop anymore tears bcoz of her...but now......i dun wan cry....i dun wan cry in office....i m so useless.....i hope myself can coma and forget this person......