31.03.2009
last nite i keep on thinking about her.....she even appears in my dream....izzit think more will dream bout her....i dun wanna dream of her....i dun wanna in dream also feel sad.....how can i forget this person....how can i dun think bout her.....the more i love her, the more i get hurt.....i must love myself, i cant bcoz of her make myself so sad n sad....although i know rainbow will always there after the rainy day, but when only the rain stop, when only the rainbow comes......i so suffer....i know i miss her a lot....but we wont be together anymore....she doesnt love me at all.....pls let me stop crying, let me stop my tears drop bcoz of her....pls.....i so wish to go back home...my home....kl is no more my dreams....love only will make ppl hurt....love is nothing...all the while, i keep searching the person that love me and i love him.....been thru so many relationship, the fact tell me love is nothing....even u love her, doesnt means she must love u as ur wish.....the truth of love is hurt....in the end, the things i get now is hurt....love a person so deep, sacrifice everything in this relationship, the only thing i get is........is being say i cheat her money, saying i m one in a million, saying i m the worst....i though she will be the 1 that build family with me, i though my daughter name will be STEPHANIE WONG and son name will be SEAN WONG....i though she say will buy me a diamond and we go take wedding photo and getting marry to her....i though we will own a house together in kl.....i though we will spend our retirement time in sban....i though she say she will LOVE me forever and WONT LEAVE ME alone is true.......everything everything just a empty promise....now only i realise all the promise is just a sweet talk.....now i only i realise.....everything is too late for me.....i ady fall so deep, jump so deep......i dun wan any love anymore.....i hate love........
2 comments:
ha?! PSP sold off? and u complain this and that?
knowing chris, her gaming items are like her precious item. she wanna sell her PSP and u still think she hurt u?
if she dont love u, u think she bother to ask for patch back ah?
wake up lor. that is photo is RAIN PARTY. which is like ONE YEAR ago. and it was UPLOADED BY MY FRIEND and TAGGED me and ur beloved gf wan lor.
i understand when u see something, u only see on surface. so please, now, cool down already, just think properly. how she treat u... if u still think it is bad. i got nothing to say. if u say she treat u good, den u know what to do.
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