26/01/09,1.25pm.....again, fighting again....mum and dad fighting again....feeling tired for stopping them.....just now we suppose go temple for pray and having lunch there...who's noe mum n dad start fighting from home to thr, in the end, we turning bek home....i really sad for seeing them like that...every year CNY also fighting....really don't understand why they can argue for so many years...in my memory, they start fighting since i 7 years old...all because of the bull shit religious...i hate those people that influence my dad...in my memories, those people all fucker...they destroy my family....i hate them very much....for so many years, mum and dad fighting, i saw mum trying to xxxxxxx dad since i m in secondary sch...many times...i still very clear about that time the things happen even so many years ady....i feel scare....even now also feel scare, scare same things will happen when i'm not at home...scare happen again when no1 at home just left 2 of them....what can i do?? i remember that day the master ask me whether my parents have problem....i wondering master are so accurate....if yes, same thing btw me and u will happen....haiz....really dunno why being human are so difficult, so many things happen and happen again...really cant stand for it....cant stand to become human....tiring.....dream is just dream.....will not happen in the way we wish....hope everything will be fine...hope i be more tough enough to facing all this things....
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