my saddest day in my life

my saddest day in my life--4/11/08,11.25pm

2day feel very down....i miss u a lot....i so scare of my life without u....until 2day i oni realise tat u r so important for me in my life and i can't live without u....just now when i sms u,i wan to write down a lot of HOPE...but is too long for me to list down all...i oni can list down here...i dunno whether u have chance to read my blog or not since i din tell u tat i have write blog in blogspot....but if 1 day u read this,i just wan u to noe that how much i love u...and how regret for me to dou hei wit u,reali stupid of me....

i hope u r still my guidance angel...i hope i stil be ur perfect wife...i hope u stil my super bak chi coz i m bak chi n u love me...i hope our retirement plan in sban in stil on..i hope i stil can help u clean ur mouth using tissue for the rest of my life...i hope i stil can be the 1 gic u extra on bed....i hope when u n me bcome old man and woman stil hold hand corss the road...i hope u stil die later than me...i hope i stil wil let u feel relax when be wit me...i hope 40, 50 yrs later we stil go sing k together and i stil sing the song of sammi cheng for u....i hope we stil celebrate our 1,2 3....10,20,30,50 years anniversary together...i hope half an hr later stil is our 1st anniversary...i hope 2molo stil celebrate our 1st anniversary...i hope i stil can always go ur hse and hug u sleep....i hope stil can help ur mum celebrate her bday next mth...i hope stil can celebrate our 1st christmas and the rest of my life christmas time wit u...i hope we stil waiting for our Sean ans Stephanie to get to this world....i hope u stil can see me slim down back like previous...i hope u stil cheer for me no matter i m down or hapi and i also can cheer for u....i hope we stil can WORK THINGS OUT TOGETHER HAND BY HANG AND HEART BY HEART no matter wat happen....i hope i stil can STICK wit u when the world only left 24 hrs until the last second....i hope 11/10/09 is stil the day for us to take wedding photo and we stil count down for this day to come....i hope i stil can be MRS WONG until the last breath of me....i hope i stil have chance to change all of my bad temper and u can feel it...the most most important things is----i hope EVERYTHING STIL THE SAME AND I WIL LOVE U MORE AND MORE AND SO AS U....